Well Then!

As it seems I have not stayed caught up on my blog posts. Mostly this past 4 months has been so emotionally and physically draining I haven't had a chance or the desire. In March, Stuart and I had another miscairrage at nearly 12 weeks. Coming right on the heals of moving into our new house. We were floored and devastated. I am still struggling largly because we are nearing the due date of our first miscairrage and then another loss on top of that. I feel very discouraged. Though many people have expressed that we should just be happy with our two girls(and I am) and let it go, we still feel the desire to have another child. I have always had the desire to raise a large family and would have 9 or 10 if it were not so impractical. All of this said, we are healing and moving on. We are seeing a doctor to see if there is possibly something is going on that is causing the miscairraiges. And have even started to think about a possible future adoption, though we are only in beginning stages of even considering it. We still have high hopes that we will add to our family.